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9/10/25

 I've been so angry recently. I just am always angry about everything. I can act like im not but im just so mad at my situation. I have a dad and step mom but I dont have a family. I fucking hate my life. Work sucks. Im glad im able to stay with my dad but I know they dont want me there all the time which sucks because I felt that way before when I first stayed there. I just wish this nightmare could end

9/08/25

 Im pretty much homeless now. My sisters boyfriend thinks I caused his dogs to fight each other then she kicks me out. I dont know what to do.  It's embarrassing for my soul mate that she has to deal with me. Im literally homeless amd no female likes that, no matter how much they say they dont mind. It hurts because im tryna to prove to her that im good. Her actual boyfriend is all good and financially stable. I fucking hate it. He can take her to Hawaii all he wants but I can barely even leave my city. I hate my life again. 

9/6/26

 I got my ps5 back last night. Woke up today feeling groggy but I still made it through and to work. Saturdays are the worst because the bosses son works as a dispatcher and accepts every single call so as soon as I get into the office to clock in I already have a call to get to. It sucks but I have to deal with it. Im feeling alright so far, its 3:07 pm as im writing this. Ill write another if something else happens

Friday September 5

 My Ex went to Hawaii with her Boyfriend, we planned that out but he got her tickets before I could so she went with him. I miss her lol. And my ps5 has been getting "cleaned and repaired" for a week now and im getting annoyed because they keep saying it'll be done the next day but then they extend it and dont even tell me. The reviews talk about how fast they are but im not seeing that on my experience😂 im tryna play 2k26 get high and drunk to forget about the pain and suffering i go through throughout the day and work.  This is my first blog. Im Andrew and 26 years old